mindf@!%k

BFN. Actually, I didn't even need to test because my temp dropped yesterday morning and I started spotting. And in the Phoenix airport, no less. So I had to buy a 25 cent "thin maxi" which was actually about 2 inches THICK! And then I had to battle the tears the whole flight home and I couldn't fall asleep, so that was not a fun flight.

So on to 100 mg of Clomid and another trigger shot. I'm pretty bitter. More bitter at myself that I let my hopes get up, but bitter nonetheless. I guess I just have veiney bbs. :) They actually lightened, so it makes me wonder whether I might possibly have been pg for a second and then perhaps lost it...I don't know. It's all a big mind game.